Beautiful Suicidal

Tuesday, September 29, 2009

F-I-N-A-L-L-Y
HOME SWEET HOME!.

erm i didnt post anything,
for the past 1 week plus.
or should i say 9days,
to be exact.

btw didnt manage to come online,
but somehow my blog went private.

dont ask me why,
i myself also wondering.

iam gonna make,
this post short and clear.

anyway,
heard things that is pretty,
unpleasant which make me,
rather disappointed.

iam gonna look into this matter.
no matter what.

and iam not going to,
answer to anyone,
that is not at the correct level,
to question me.
=X

anyway just for their information,
iam much more eager,
den them to noe the truth.

this time round,
iam not gonna let this matter rest.

will solve all the problems,
once iam better.

iam so sick and tired,
of everything.

`backstabbers.
`liars
`two headed snakes.
`& etc

cant eu peeps get a life??
argh!argh!argh!.

for the past one week plus,
alot of stuffs been running through,
my mind.

plus alot of things had happened.

which made me learn,
to see things in a different way.

i dont see a need,
for me to keep my promises,
any further anymore.

anyway might be changing,
my blog url & handphone number.
=}

i wanna thank;

those that visited me.
those wanted to visit me.
those that send their regards.
& etc
esp those that accompanied me in,
and fetched me out.
those that send me to school,
those that drive me everywhere.

i really appreciate everything,
from the bottom of my heart.

for those that had, has, have,
and still on going to,
make my life miserable,
i also wish to say thank you,
iam not being sarcastic,
but seriously thank you.

without eu peeps,
making me so dissapointed,
i wont think so much.
den i wont see things in different ways le.

and yah!.
overall thank you everyone.

not gonna say much le.
brain kinda not working already.

oh yah!
did i say,
the nurse accidently cut,
the corner of my eye?

i got scream my arse off,
by those nurses too!.
=X

but hahas.

they also entertained me alot,
when no one is around,
and whenever,
i suddenly got up from LaLaLand.

they never fail to make me smile.
=}

and yah,
peeps kindly dont call me,
at the moment,
iam still not that well,
to talk much.
so anything just msg me.

and erm,
if i didnt reply,
it means that iam not in sg.
=X

will be going malaysia,
tml morning till sun down,
i finally able to enjoy my holiday.
=}

thursday night gonna meet,
peeps for some stuffs.

friday gonna go for,
treatment again.
=X

and yeah everyday is almost packed.

i guess people wanna that,
wanna ask me out,
better book me 2-3 days,
before hand.

before iam booked.
=X

but hahas,
priority is given to those,
that have a position in my heart.
=}

* CaN Euu PlEasE rEspEcT mY PrIvaCy-