Beautiful Suicidal

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my world, my rules!

`Roland Kellie,
`Beautiful Suicidal.
`o5may1989
`Taurus
`Complicated

if eu'r not happy reading anything,
here in my blog,
kindly just LEAVE.
Just let me Rant what i want to.

Saturday, June 13, 2009

my treatment has started,
is it a good or bad news??

to some is a good news,
to some is a bad news,
to some is both hahas.

anyway i went midnight jogging,
4plus in the morning.
=X

i had to sneak out,
of my own house lah!.
LOLs.

actually i didnt really jogged,
due to some reasons.

went back home daddy,
was awake hehes.
smiled at him,
and walked to my room,
to get my clothes.

and BATHE!>
=}

dried my hair.
went to bed,
slept right away.
=}

few hours later i kept waking up,
due to some reasons.

my brother woke up me up,
to sleep in the air con room,
with my nephew.

so that the Elise can do,
her job.

so yah i went over,
den my brother went out.
=}

i fell asleep again.
mummy called.

asked me to take my medicine.
den went to pass Elise the phone,
went back to sleep.

Elise returned me the phone,
rang again.
daddy called.

asked me to wake up.
to take my medicine.
hahas.

LOLs.

i went back to sleep,
babynephew woke up.

i woke up too,
1hour ago.

until now i haven take my medicine.
=}

not intending to.
=X

iam pretty bored.
and iam having difficulty,
in breathing right now.
={

lets start counting the hours,
once again.
=}

30hours had past.
LOLs.
this time round i will make it.

* CaN Euu PlEasE rEspEcT mY PrIvaCy-