Beautiful Suicidal

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my world, my rules!

`Roland Kellie,
`Beautiful Suicidal.
`o5may1989
`Taurus
`Complicated

if eu'r not happy reading anything,
here in my blog,
kindly just LEAVE.
Just let me Rant what i want to.

Sunday, June 07, 2009

anyway its like the second day le.
coming 48hours.
=X

i guess i can do it!>
and i believe i can do it.

anyway i just cant believe,
how fake can people be.
and how pathetic can people,
make themself to be.

i finally understand,
the meaning of,
control =}.

it may seems easy but,
actually its not.

and i think action means,
more den words.

so yah instead of,
saying anything,
i will prove it with my actions.

i noe eu wont agree with me,
with the things iam gonna do,
but one day,
eu will noe iam doing all this,
for a reason.

i can say everything,
but my actions prove nothing.

i can say nothing,
but my action shows everything.

i chose not to say anything.
and to prove everything.
=X
________________________

anyway i find myself,
so multi-task-able.
LOLs

iam like.
using my desktop to blog,
chat and doing some powerpoint.

and at the same time,
using the lappy to do my office work.
LOLs.

even my brother,
my brother's gf, and my mum.
they are saying me.

hahas
its has been the whole day,
i guess i had sit infront of,
this to screen for nearly 12hours le.
hahas.

and iam still not close to finishing,
any of them.
not even half done!!>
={

gosh!

shall end here and continue doing

* CaN Euu PlEasE rEspEcT mY PrIvaCy-