Beautiful Suicidal

Tuesday, March 24, 2009

okay iam finally home,
from chalet,
stay over & school.
hahas

i left chalet like 3.30am,
and head to karen's house,
for stayover.
hahas

it was fun and yes we talk,
quite alot before we slept.

wanted to go for,
haircutting theory,
lesson but,
i was too tired,
and kept going back to bed,
hahas.

so yups i skipped the lesson,
once again.

had lunch at karen's house,
den we headed to school.

waited for our models,
den waited for the,
teacher in charge,
and he took pretty long!.

his lesson suspose to start,
at like 1pm.
but he entered to class at,
omg 2?

didnt wanna enter earlier,
because mr 2hole was inside.
so yes.

done 2model today.
hahas project is kinda half done le.
happy.

it means i have more time.
=}

shall upload my models picture soon.
woots!.

ended everything like,
7.30pm
=X

yes headed to pastamania,
with my darling dawn for dinner.
after eating she went home.

took train together,
and i alighted at cityhall.

and yes out to destress.
=X

reach home like 3plus.
i couldnt get to sleep until,
like 6plus in the morning.

hahas obivously i overslept.
wokeup at 2pm.
and realised that iam,
seriously not feeling well.

hahas.
how unlucky can i be.?

get drag into this and that.
get push around like,
one stupid brainless ball.
& always get nothing but BLAMES.
=X

nevermind.

i seriously have alot alot to type.
but iam restricted.
ha somehow.

iam home all alone right now,
blasting music.

feeling rather messed up.

last but not least.
thanks to everyone that,
have been there for me.
i love eu guys hahas.
=X
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once again updates.
hahas.

iam like too bored.
so yups.
keep updating my blog.

anyway iam pretty hungry,
hahas.

but iam too lazy to cook,
anyone if nice enough,
to buy food or cook for me??
=X

and yes iam offically broke.
mummy say i have,
been home late,
or should i say early,
in the morning so,
yes she woke me up,
and confiscate my ATM card.
={

iam left with 28bucks,
and some coins hahas.

nevermind.

maybe this is also a way,
to force me quitting puffing.

LOLs.
=}

` sometimes i myself,
find that iam just the,
stupidest fool.!.

am i too nice??
thats why people push,
me around???

hey afterall iam still,
a humanbeing.
will feel tired,
will feel sad,
will feel jealous,
will feel angry,
&
will feel like BREAKING DOWN!.

iam not superduperwoman!.

i guess its time for me,
to draw a line,
between everything.

我真的tired了.

* CaN Euu PlEasE rEspEcT mY PrIvaCy-