Beautiful Suicidal

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my world, my rules!

`Roland Kellie,
`Beautiful Suicidal.
`o5may1989
`Taurus
`Complicated

if eu'r not happy reading anything,
here in my blog,
kindly just LEAVE.
Just let me Rant what i want to.

Saturday, October 25, 2008

okay,
im finally back from,
chalet once again.

i know i know!>
i had been going chalet,
like 3weeks in a row already.

first my OWN chalet,
den karen's godbro de,
den now aik hong de.

=}

mummy i not really,
happy about it,
but she is happy,
as long im happy,
and as long as im alright.

LOLs

some hooha happened,
last night,
shall not mention it anymore.

=X

because everything is over,
it has already PAST!

=}

left chalet around 10.45am
den head to tm,
to have our meals.

den went slacking,
oh oh oh,
i spotted a bag,
and im so so gonna buy it.

hahas

its rather big,
but i like!>

i have so so many things,
i wanna buy,
estimated cost for everything,
is nearly a thousand dollar.

gosh!.

i have to work hard man,
or i wont get a single item.

={

jiayou!>
_______________________

and anyway,
whats wrong with,
people around me recently!!!.

i dont understand what,
is there for eu people to copy,
or even act like me!>

i seriously dont understand,
i still tot that,
the thing that make,
everyone one unique,
is their character,
attitude and pattern??

im not just refering to,

one or two person,
is quite a few!>

get this right,
i dont care,
who eu think eu guys are,
or comment on,
my tagboard if eu got,
that guts,

BUT!

UNTIL THE DAY EU,
GUYS GIVE UP!.

LOLs,

i will see how much eu,
guys can spent to,
copy me.

LOLs.

there will always,
only be one rolandkellie.
no one can copy someone,
100% man.
_________________________

anyway someone called me,
and said i missed out,
something from what,
wrote earlier on,

about the character,
attitude & pattern thingy.

what i missed out was,
temper!,
hahas

and yah thanks for reminding.

im thinking of going out,
right now,
but im tired,
hais.

gonna try to get some sleep,
before the time fly away.
byebye.

* CaN Euu PlEasE rEspEcT mY PrIvaCy-