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`Roland Kellie,
`Beautiful Suicidal.
`o5may1989
`Taurus
`Complicated


if eu'r not happy reading anything,
here in my blog,
kindly just LEAVE.
Just let me Rant what i want to.
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Tuesday, July 29, 2008

bestfren has been busy,
since baby issacus was born.
hahas its ok,
will meet up soon right.

anyway.
couldnt really find someone to,
sit down and chat my heart out.
LOLs

i noe i shouldnt drink alcoholic,
drinks right now,
im not fit to touch them,
at the moment and yah.
but i have been drinking them,
recently i don noe why.

slowly attempting suicide i guess,
hahas.

sometimes the pain is unbearable,
but hey sgh is like so so far,
im lazy to go there alone,
just to get the stupid med.

smiles.

anyway there is so so so,
many things running through my brain,
right now.

not gonna talk about it.
=}


oh oh oh anyway
figure this out.

`girl A and boy A is actually together,
end up boy A broke up,
with girl A,
reason boy A told girl A,
was that boy A wasnt thinking,
about girl A,
instead boy A was thinking,
of girl B.

so girl A agreed with the break up,
for the first girl A felt,
sad in break ups.

so few months have passed,
when girl A intend to carry on,
her life to look for mr right,
on the way of looking for mr right,
boy A did and said things that,
makes girl A's heart melt,
once again.

girl A noe she couldnt,
stand anymore heartaches,
from boy A,
but girl A couldnt let boy A,
out of her mind.

what can girl A do??
______________________

dont judge me just like that,
it isnt fair,
it isnt right.!

dont think what eu assume,
is what i need.

can eu people spare some,
tots for me too,
im a human not a robot.

my wrist is at risk.
if this goes on.
=}

* CaN Euu PlEasE rEspEcT mY PrIvaCy-


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