Beautiful Suicidal

Monday, April 21, 2008

i was kinda moody,
when i was on,
the bus to school.
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was listening to my mp3.
and browsing,
image in my phone,
and suddenly,
when i browse to the,
picture of us.

my mp3 played,
thats when i love eu.
gosh.!

rmbed those time,
i will sing to him,
while he was driving.
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just nice mr gonnabe,
msged me.
which brought me,
back to reality.

told him about it,
and he was like!.
laughing.
LOLs.

we learned another,
new hair cut today.
rather happy with it.
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and and and,
was chatting online,
yesterday nite.
and i realised that,
cy is back in sg!>

after so so long,
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eventhough its only,
a few months but yah,
welcome back.

told him i just broke up,
and he was like,
what the f`k.
couldnt really believe at first,
but in the end,
yups he believed.

and he's rather pissed.
with what happened.
and wanted to help.
but thanks.

i know its hard to,
that im *******,
by someone.
LOLs.

with the lamest excuse,
yet not the main reason.
LOLs.

and now i have to,
lie to myself that,
his excuses is the,
main reasons.!

because im lazy to explain.!
and i dont noe how to say!>
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was sitting at a stupid,
corner alone on the floor,
and dazing away.

mummy&me de conversation.
(dialogue)

mummy;
mm what happen to eu,
why sit on the floor,
face blackblack looking,
on the floor,
got gold arh.

me;
huh!. floor got gold?
i only can see,
strands of hair.
why no eu put eur,
gold bar out and,
put on the floor.
so that i can stare at it.

mummy;
funny ar. i put eur nephew,
on the floor lah,
den eu slowly stare at him.

me;
siao eu put him here,
i rather go my room,
cover blanket.

mummy;
cover blanket for what,
why he touched,
before eur blanket,
den eu wanna smell is it.

me;
siao!. eu full of rubbish.
i dont wanna talk to eu,
byebye.
(i walked back to my room.)

mummy;
MM!!! come back,
i wanna ask eu thing.

me;
what lah, eu very fan lei.

mummy;
what seriously happen,
btw eu and him.

me;
woah mummy eu darn kaypo,
sia, so long ago de thing,
still talk.

mummy;
hey i concern about eu,
eu say i kaypo.
see eu face blackblack,
everyday also no good.

me;
yah lah yah lah,
(said all excuse he told me)

mummy;
aiyah,
mm dont think about him,
le lah,
he want like this what can,
eu do.

me;
arh na.
i know lah.
dont disturb me liao arh.

and kellie went downstairs,
to walkwalk.

*seriously dont torture me,
kill me instead.

* CaN Euu PlEasE rEspEcT mY PrIvaCy-