Beautiful Suicidal

Sunday, April 06, 2008

gosh due to some,
chemical reactions with,
those medicine and liquor,
i took in
LOLs.

im like having spots,
all over me.
={

but it will be going off,
in a day or two.
doctor say so,
hahas so if it dont,
ha ha ha.
=}

LOLS i hate the second pic,
its like itchy!.
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anyway today is bestfren's,
birthday but im not out with her.
hahas.

once again wishing eu,
a happy 18th birthday.
may all eur wishes come true.
=}
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yups mr chin is finally back,
from genting.
=}

i was rather happy,
when i saw a missed call,
on my phone.
hahas esp when its from,
mr chin.

he haven called me for days.
={

so i hurriedly called him,
back.
but things turn out good.
i can say im rather pissed off.

when he went at march,
he used malaysia number,
to call me,
i didnt noe who was it,
and tot it was prank calls,
so i didnt answer.

he was like.
why i call eu,
and eu dont noe how to answer.

this time round april,
i was waiting for his call.
but he didnt make,
a single call to me.
={

i ask him;
why this time eu,
go there wont call me.

he answered;
why must i call eu,
call already later eu,
dont answer.

i replied;
i already noe eu,
will be using malaysia number,
to call me,
so if got weird weird number,
i will answer de what.

he replied;
i dont wanna try.

rolandkellie;
mr chin weehong.
why cant eu go straight,
to the point that,
eu didnt even wanna try.

i guess eu have enjoyed,
eur trip with eur frens.

oh well thanks!>.

and yesh,
i tot we trusted each other,
well enough.
but after 1st april 08.
i should say NO we dont.
=X

eu rather trusted eur,
secondary school fren,
instead of me!.

and its like over small,
and stupid thing.

i had witness with me,
at that part of time,
yet eu rather believe,
eur fren.

its fine with me.
from now onwards.
i wont say or even speak,
a word about eur frens,
ever again,
so eu better dont,
say or speak about my frens,
even if its some good thingy.

i have never ever,
being doubt by any of,
my ex boyfriend!>
eu'r the first!>

if eu happen to see this today,
once again,
happy 7th month.

eu make me wanna get,
drunk and forget that.
i have eu as my boyfren!>

i missed those time we had.
the first few months we,
spent together.
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i really do!>.
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i noe im not suspose to drink,
alcohol already.

but hahas who cares!.

* CaN Euu PlEasE rEspEcT mY PrIvaCy-