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`Roland Kellie,
`Beautiful Suicidal.
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if eu'r not happy reading anything,
here in my blog,
kindly just LEAVE.
Just let me Rant what i want to.
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Friday, March 07, 2008

now i realised how fast,
people can simply,
change their face.

infront eu was like,
oh wow how nice.
yet behind eu was like,
KELLIE KELLIE.
pushing all the blame to me.

hey f`k eu man!.
tot eu always say,
so highly and how daring eu'r?
why now dont dare,
to face what eu'r suspose to?

hahas anyway,
i have alot of,
rather 'nice'
classmate which always,
tend to act so concern,
yet behind of me,
they are like,
F`KERS.
YES IM SAYING EU EU EU!>
NOT HAPPY COME!>

MAI LAI TALK LIKE,
EU'R F`KING.

anyway,
i received one msg from =X.
giving me some advice.

HA`s i know im wrong.
but im not wrong in,
doing things i had done,
im simply wrong by,
thinking that they,
are people that do,
and dare to bare,
things they do,
and not pushing things,
around.

hahas.

who cares.
eu people wanna bring me down,
so do i now.
i just wanna bring eu,
people down LOWER.
LOSERS!.

and i had this very scary,
but stupid nightmare.
which made me scream,
darn loud at first.
second time,
made me punched,
mr chin which,
seriously pissed him off.
but he was still nice to,
tugged me back to bed.

last time,
made my tears drop.
gosh!>.

i have never had this kinda,
nightmare since like,
quite sometime already.

used to have them,
like whenever i sleep,
like few years ago.

and certain timing,
i just cant get back to bed.
which made me so scare,
to get back to sleep.

f`k man!>
why at this timing!>
cant i simply have,
a break.

im gonna breakdown,
real soon.
made just jump`ed down,
from the building,
esp went the f`king,
result is out,
from the school.

if the outcome,
is womg.
i will bring people that's,
suspose to too,
down with me,
and the name of the f`king,
damn school.

i say it,
i mean it.
bring it on.!.

i guess i needa take,
my medicine now.
because i just simply cant,
bare with it.
gosh f`k f`k f`k.

* CaN Euu PlEasE rEspEcT mY PrIvaCy-


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