Beautiful Suicidal

Sunday, March 23, 2008

im finally feeling much,
better now,
thats why im here to post.
=}

came home like,
early in the morning,
about 8am hahas.

didnt manage to,
watch the sunrise.
={
because i fell asleep.
=}

came home,
daddy and mummy,
was already well prepared,
to go church.
with baby nephew.

i wa still pretty tired,
so i gave it a skip.
=}

slept till about 10plus,
got prepared and,
meet daddy.

headed down to SGH,
i dont feel like,
going into details.

but no worries.
i will be fine.
=}

just pray hard,
it will go away in,
2months time.
just before my next check up.
*praying*

hahas.
and hope i dont appear,
to have jaundice.
because it means,
i gonna have to go,
A&E immediately.

LOLs.
_____________________

yesterday was rather,
stupid for mr chin. and me.
=}

met up with mr chin.
on the way to his house,
he kept disturbing me,
while driving.
nothing big deal yeah.
hahas he was speeding,
and it was raining,
darn heavily.

had free car wash,
by our dear heavenly LORD.

mr chin was doing stupid things,
at the same time.

he was waving his hand,
to the motion of the car wiper.
kinda stupid but cute.

and he was bouncing,
to the music.
LOLs.
silly but adorable.

i was pretty tired.
but he just kept disturbing me.
no matter how many times,
i asked him to stop it.

so i kinda raised my voice.
and said i wanna jump off,
the car.
he looked at me,
den continue driving.
den he looked at me again,.
and whispered this.
`babe, i noe eu will jump,
but this time i doubt eu will.
BECAUSE ITS RAINING,
SO SO HEAVILY.

LOLs.

so yah i replied `yah fine.

slacked at his house,
for few hours.
because he was playing,
some stupid games,
with his brother.
at the second floor,
and i was at the first floor,
watching kungfu dunk.

the sky kinda turn dark,
and i started to get bored,
so i called mr chin's,
msg instead of going up.

he came down,
read the msg and went up.

awhile later i called,
he came down answered,
and hang.
den went up again.
={

until his frens called him.
and after answering their,
phone calls,
he sat beside me.

so i was like pestering him,
because i wanna,
go pasa malam.
LOLs.

and yah after me pestering for,
like don noe how long,
den he brought me down,
={

i bought like alot alot of stuffs,
hahas.

had them for dinner.
=}

waited till 11pm.
met up with the rest.
and headed off to,
amazon.
play 3rounds of games.
which took us like 4 to 5 hours.
LOLs.

mr chin fall asleep while playing.
he actually was able to,
sleep quite well,
but his brother kept calling,
because he wanna borrow,
the vehicle.
and some stuffs went on,
not gonna go into details.

ended our games
was suspose to go outside,
with his frens.
somehow he went the another way.

so i asked him,
why are we walking here.
and we ended up,
in some shouting and,
slamming of doors.

*not because of,
the shouting and slamming,
i was pissed off about.
its because of his brother.

argh!>.
ihateit.
i will end here.
giddy.

* CaN Euu PlEasE rEspEcT mY PrIvaCy-