Beautiful Suicidal

Friday, February 22, 2008

okae i rather bored and shag.

anyway this is gonna,
be a long post

hahas school was a,
turn off i could say.

it started off well.
anyway happy birthday to valencia.
=}

we kinda went late to class.
we was like late for half an hour.
but our class CA (mr woo)
was kinda nice,
didnt really scold us much.
just ask us to stand up,
and ask us not to be late.
after talking he allowed us to sit.

changed class but,
things was rather fine still.

after class ended.
we went for haircutting lesson.
and thats when it turns me off.

i got screwed by both teachers.
one by ms leong den by mr lim.
ms leong ask me to cut shorter,
and mr lim ask me to dont cut!>.
so i was rather confuse.

since mr lim was more experience,
i decided to listen to him.
yet i still got scolded.

ms leong kinda said,
why is eur hair like this,
den blah blah blah,
since its like this,
eu might as well dont CUT!>

okae forget it.

den she walked off.

awhile later she called me.
to talk and yah.

ask this and that.
the hand den my attitude.

WHATEVER!>.
its my life not eur's
=}

class ended! woot cool.
left the salon straight,
waited for sharalyn and joelyn.
and went to eat.

ate with arron, suanju,.
and my both lyn's.

arron came over told us,
mr lim and ms leong,
coming over to join us.

and i was like.
WHAT THE HELL!>
`look away.

they sat.
ate and left.

went tampines mall to slack.
with suanju.

ms leong called.
and i was like.
yesh what do eu wan.?
and blah blah blah.

den asked about real work thingy.
den i msged to reply her questions.

left tm about 6plus.
because i felt effing unwell.
haven being ate my medicine for 2 days.

hahas.

took the bus back home.
most people with jacket was like,
hey the air con very cold.
those without was like,
pushing the air con thingy to the glass.

and i was like SWEATING like mad.
tried sleeping.
but it was when i was few more stops,
away i fell asleep.
hahas.
so i kinda overslept.
=}

went down the bus,
i the feeling was bad,
i felt like puking.
so i didnt care about the rain lahs.
and walk under it.
=}

came home.
home sweet home.
puked like no body business.
=}

had my medication.
and here i am!>.
rather fine at the moment.
=}

im missing my 3Ls.
the 3 with lyn behind.
of course my bestfren is included.!

L3 of mine is
jazlyn.
sharalyn and joelyn
ONLY!!.

i miss her like f>!.
haven seen her like ages.
_________________________

joke of thursday was,
salad cream.
saying people should sleep,
8days a hour.
hahas when we present.
laughed like gosh!>.

joke of wednesday was,
someone clothes flew up,
because he/she was wearing tight button shirt,
and him/her fats omg.
and the zip of the pants!>
LOLs.
laughed like our parents own the place.

couldnt rmb a few others.
=}

and to that someone,
get things right,
if eu'r not happy with me,
just say so,
eu need not backstab.
whatever eu say eu have,
i dont bother anymore,
if what eu say its true,
den take care of eur health,
if whatever eu say is untrue,
eu better take care of eurself.

i have seen people following others,
like dont noe what,
but i have never seen someone like eu.

whatever eu said in the past,
i will take it as i never heard anything.
hope eu will never do all this again.

as a fren we all care.
_________________________

picture of me and sharalyn,
lying down outside the salon,
i was feeling darn unwell,
yet derence(my son)
still took this picture

pictureS of my cut after wednesday night.
f ugly thanks to that BITCH
before i clean it;

after i clean my wounds;

_______________________

update to that someone once again,
why didnt eu ask fren of eur's down,
to help eu,
instead eu kept saying this and that,
if eu notice it eurself,
eu had told almost everyone,
eu had no frens,
and why out of sudden so many,
FRENS!.
eu'r just a pure liar i guess,
a person who lies,
without blinking eur eyes,

eu had been the one who tried,
to break everyone's frenship,
and now things had been blew up,
and yah,
thanks to that visit,
i got to say,

as a fren we care!>
yah f off man.
now im gonna say,
eu live eur life and i live mine,
dont put a show in front of me no more,

eu told teacher yet,
still act so nice,
hahas if it wasnt teacher who,
slip out those things from,
her mouth i wouldnt noe,
eu'r a effing slut!>.
'acbcswta.'
stop acting!.

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