Beautiful Suicidal

Monday, November 13, 2006

give me some break!.
mind eur own business.
instead of mine,
i cant be bothered anymore.
im goin back the old way.

stop pestering me!>.
don eu just understand!>.
i hate people pestering me!.
i dun owe eu a living!.

it seriously doesnt matter,
whether are we gonna meet or not.
cause i don give a darn!.
i rather being single!.

if eu wan every single part of my mind.
to have eu all the time.
im a human!.
i do need space to breathe too!.
but eu seems to locked me up,
with eur so called love,

even my parents do give me freedom,
but what the eu control every single,
freedom i have.
do i have to report everything to eu.
im not that type of person!.
and i wont be that type of person!>.

stop using me!
i had enough!.
theres more for eu.

but im busy watching,
naruto hahas!.
how i wish theres someone so nice to,
packet food up for me!>.

anyway was like sleep my whole afternoon,
on sunday.
was suspose to make my ez link card.
but i was really darn lazy.
so yah i didnt went.

packed my room,
but seriously it got worst.
i bought another new 1000 piece puzzle!.
hahas.
the previous one i had completed.
within 3 hours.
hahas!
but i destroyed it when i was packing my room.
hahas so i have to remake it!.

was suspose to meet bibe.
on sunday.
but ez link card spoilt so yah.
lazy again!>.

was suspose meet mak,
but something happened.
he got his dragon boat thingy.
so we didnt meet.

met up with 'lazy'
at first wanted to sit and chat.
but ended up.
going to 'minza pub'

we was like wanted to take a cab,
down straight,
den we left the queue.
wanted to take a bus den,
left the interchange.
wanted to go home to get stuffs.
so when to interchange again.
den went up.
to go pub straight so wanted to
hired a cab.
but didnt wanna take red cab.

and 'lazy' say;
we couldnt just take any cab we like,
so yah.
walked down to where there was blocks.
like how stupid was i?!
i stepped on my own slipper,
and it spoilt la
hired a cab and went home half barefooted.
changed a pair of slipper and my clothes.
den bought jazlyn stuffs.

and went 'minza pub'
the taxi driver was funny.
'lazy' and the taxi driver kept talking.
drunk red wine.
yah, played dice i won so so so many rounds.
'lazy' decided to play cards.
we played pair.
hahas we played by number of mouth we had to drink.
that game make us both finish a bottle darn fast,
so had the second bottle.
hahas anyway 'lazy'!
rmb to learn 'lian ai da ren'!>.
eu promised!>.
hahas!.

headed home.
cause jazlyn was asleep.
and her stuffs is still with me!>.

im lazy to get my card done so like asked,
mummy to do it for me.
hahas.
as a trade.!

im hungry!.

* CaN Euu PlEasE rEspEcT mY PrIvaCy-