Beautiful Suicidal

Wednesday, September 27, 2006

wow!
wat fark day is today;
total HellShit!;

nothing is unbreakable;
wat craps is this!;
planned about our future;
planned for wat!?;

but thanks for those happening days;
seriously its hard to find replacement;

im sick and tired too,
i still held it on!;
why must u end this i don noe;

u torn me into pieces;
u noe how fark up is that feeling ma?

u wan me let it go?
fine! i will try my best!;
im not gonna find anyone anymore!:

u changed me,
now changed me back!;
someone worse!:

go have ur new life;
im lost in words;

*_][_* yesterday *_][_*
woke up about 12pm and came online;
didnt went to sch for;
don noe how long le;

hahas it isnt that long thou.

got some calls,
to clear some stuffs;

went out about 3pm;
met ken.
he was kinda nice,
to his mum la before meeting me;
still go bought stuffs for his mum.
which make us meet alittle later;

he travelled from yishun to admiratly;
hahas,
talked about some stuffs.
fought over some rubbish
heard about some news.
laugh over some craps.

he had to meet his frens at 6pm,
so he left at about 5.35pm
he left and ignored me!;
@!HellShit!@;
msged him.
thank god he noe i was angry;
so things was ok.
=}

edwin called'
asking to meet;
so ya since im out den,
i went;
talk about some stuffs.
pissed me off badly bit myself.
at my wrist;
theres teeth marks still;

was suspose to met yi ning.
at about 7pm;
but she kept delaying;
because of her bf!;
so ended up didnt me;

went dover to talked some stuffs;
almost got bang by this car;
he grab hold of me;

took a very long walk.
den went to find sit to talk.
clear stuffs.
went to play with the gou;
and xiaobaby;
omg! xiaobaby look so cute;
didnt wanna go home!;
kept crawling out of the gate;

xiaobaby cried when the door was close;
half way to leave;
he went back to talk;
erm. took a pic of him;
looked like a peepin tom!;
he tooked and deleted;

went to some stuffs to munch.
went highway;
sat there for one hour alone;
went coffee shop;

saw tracy!;
LOLs, she kept kissing and licking me;
drank beer;
and talked;
noe some new people;
jolene,
boiboi,
joel,
lincoln,
davido.
hahas eight people there;

boiboi and joel accompanied me home;
boiboi kept entertain us.
joel keep being disturbed;

hahas i alighted first;
they kept nagging.
cause they had two more stops;
laughs;

went home;
got scolded.
was forced to go school;
but i didnt;
dardy called but i was asleep.
so he wasnt able to scold me more;
but im gonna get more tonite;

hais, was suspose to go town but;
i didnt.
was suspose to go cck but;
i didnt.
was suspose to go buona vista but;
im wondering;

JAZLYNTOH IM SORRY!;
hope u will change ur mind soon!;

* CaN Euu PlEasE rEspEcT mY PrIvaCy-