Beautiful Suicidal

Friday, September 15, 2006

finally i went to school!;
went sch with jazlyn;
yups!
things got better;
and im happy deep down inside.
keep it this way;

arguements sucks big time,
rite! ?;

jazlyn was the first to wake me up;
sky was second;
william was third;
rufdol was fourth;

wanted to bathe in the room;
like usual but..
my parents lock the door;
all thanks to my bro!;
didnt wanna wake them up;
so i had to bathe with;
close to cold water!;

@!HellShit!@
the feeling is was,
something i never felt for so long le.

that was why i got prepared,
real fast!;
bathe and changed;
got ready for sch.
but i still had to wake my parents;
to open the door;
just for my hair spray!;
so yup,
woke them up.
got scolded la~
somehow-;

headed to admiralty,
get some stuffs.
my eyes was caught;
by this real cute and good looking guy;
took his pic.
erm but..!
it turn out ugly.
cause it was too dark.
so i deleted it;

took my second shot;
he noticed~
and came forward;
asking do i need help;
for my stuffs;
cool and nice;
he offered his help;
he gave me his no.
so i gave up on taking his pic;
feeling so sneaking!;

maybe i should just take his pic straight
asking him!;
hahas.
so u people could give so comments;

walked all the way home;
just because i forget my ezlink card.
den walked to meet jaz;
went blk 542;
waited for wei teng;
she took real long la!;
hais yo like old woman~
{=

my class like only 7 people;
6 guys and i was the only girl;
@!HellShit!@
sneak in to 4/7
during assembly;
mr asman caught me;
for no reason la!.

mr lo didnt teach anything;
he just kept asking our personal life;
wats wrong with u;
had my box on table;
he came and asked.
-erm what is this box?
he replied himself;
-cigarette box?
i replied
-ya
he asked
-inside got wat?
he replied himself;
-cigarette?
i told him
-cher u noe le den still ask
don u think u r irritating?

finally he left;~

came back about 5 mins later;
askin me wat was i doin;
-cher u cant see?
im writing letter la!:
he said
-can i see?
i replied
-no!
he said wat u writing?
i replied
- cher u darn kaypo!
and he change subject;

asking me.
when u don come to sch,
wat do u do at this part of time?
where do u go normally?
at nite where do u go?
what u like to do?
where u intend to go after n-level?
where u get ur money?
i shouted at him
-hey cher u keep asking and askin,
how u wan me to reply u!;
and why r u so kaypo;
and argue some stuffs;

finally he really walked away!;

its time for pe!;
there isnt any teacher;

went recess.
and followed jaz to her class.
revised on my maths;
erm...
ok la things was alright;

their english lesson;
mdm lai came in;
talked with her;
about some stuffs;

den their social lesson;
it was borin and irritatin;

finally time to go home;

went vista den home;

chattin with ben now;
hahas.
he said he missed me.
anyway i miss u too!;
call me if u r bored ok!?;

the walk walk along the busstop,
to my block is badly flooded.
the stairs look like waterfall!
took the pics;
gonna upload it tml;

anyway my house corridor is full of rubbish!;
thanks to .. .....!
@!HellShit!@

im waiting for phone call.
now gonna do my stuffs.

* CaN Euu PlEasE rEspEcT mY PrIvaCy-