Beautiful Suicidal

Thursday, July 20, 2006

jazlyn toh!
don forget i will always be here;
* looked up *

he's gonna be alright;
jazlyn gonna stay strong ok;
* looked up, hugs *

im really worried abt the ..... ...;
wat if its able to be ........;
wat am i gonna do!;
* stressed *

hey to the copy cat!;
u enough le ma;
wat i use u also follow;
wat i listen u also follow;
wat i do u also follow;
hey, ur face darn thick la;
* looked down *

so many people say u le;
but u're still like this;
wat the!;
* looked down *

and hey! its my turn to say!;
get ur own life la;
i had enough;
don act pityful infront of me;
im not gonna eat this anymore;
* shouts *

im not in mood already;
don provoke me further;
* stares *

][ in school ][

ms foo followed us to class;
hell embarrassed;
* looked down *

she has been checking our class la;
before and after sch;
hell shit!;
to those students enter my class;
u tamil people;
are disgusting enough already;
need not dirty and mess up my class;
pissed off!;
make us got scolding for nothing;
u people better watch out;
at nite go out, later;
kana car bang!;
im mean!;
but better den u people;
* piniching my nose *

had geography;
mr loh talked to me;
and pauline came in;
add on to the talked, erms;
he asked me to study hard;
at the same time give up!:
erm, wat the!;
u want me study hard or give up?;
* confused *

weather was alright;
during pe;
didnt wanna play games;
so accompanied those who failed;
their 2.4;
wanted to accompany my class girls;
but, was asked to help;
the girl at the another class;
erm, hell shit!;
kindness doesnt pay;
once again;
had flash back;
just because of that person;
at the run way;
* looked right *

went recess after that;
went to slack;
its gonna be fine;
* looked up *

had english;
darn lame la;
did this worksheet;
its like primary school stuffs la;
* dots *

had flash back;
make me mood swing;
* how to get rid of it *

had maths;
shooted some people in class;
which kept acting cute;
* u're gross *

had dnt;
bored like crazy!;
im gonna die if i don finish it soon;
* rest in peace *

had assembly;
wat the hell!;
darn lame la;
racial harmony became;
erm, watever lo;
disgrace sia;
how i wish i wasnt studying there;
* cover face *

][ after school ][

stress stress stress;
* stressed *

took mummy's birthday cake!;
but her birthday is tml hahas;
* smiles, i lurve my family and frens *

nevermind la;
jazlyn ask me not to have my revenge;
and because i wanna cheer her up;
i wont revenge le;
so cheer up;
* we are both sad las, but *

gonna have conference;
again abt the ...... thing;
hell im gonna cry;
* no no no *

* CaN Euu PlEasE rEspEcT mY PrIvaCy-