Beautiful Suicidal

Sunday, May 28, 2006

I AM FREE FREE FREE;
glad to say that;
hahas;
finally get to rest;

nothing really went well for me;
this few days;
hahas;
but i enjoyed everything;
i went through lays;

26 may 06

hahas;
went yishun;
LOLs;

i was so itchy fingers;
and destroyed my slipper;
hahas;
LOLs;

saw three doggies;
hahas;
darn cute;
two white;
one grey;
hahas;
the grey one was so so darn cute;
wanted for one of the white one;
to enter to lift;
hahas;

went to JAZLYN TOH'S WORK PLACE;
HAHAS;
on the way there we had alot of fun;
hahas;
fun fun fun;
singing;
disturbing;
running;
chit chatting;
viewing everything;

on mrt i was like listening to songs;
hahas;
JAZLYN TOH WANTED TO LISTEN;
SO I DIDNT USE MY BLUETOOTH;
BUT WHEN I ON LOUDSPEAKER;
SHE KEEP SAYING;
** HEY CAN U DON DISTURB OTHERS **
" THEY ARE SLEEPING CANT U SEE "
!!@@!! WAT THE.... !!@@!!
but who cares;

somehow we look at the time;
erm...;
stared at one another;
and alighted;
at toa payoh;
sung some songs;
like nobody business;
[=;

sat at the speakers corner;
alot of things happen there;
hahas;
jazlyn went to work;

i sat there alone ;
to slack;
left there after half an hour;

headed to city hall;
meet my frens;
hahas;
lost my way there;
hahas;
had arguement la they all;
i like middle person;
don noe who to help;
end up kana push;
!!@@!! FARK !!@@!!
someone held me up;
thanks;
den suddenly topic changed;
an somehow they targetted me;
was really down;
that someone was nice;
help me;
and some others;
thanks, again;
had lunch;

went back to jazlyn work place;
had ice mocha and latte;
hahas;
had to force myself;
to drink la;
i don really like to drink those stuff;
and i was really full;
so drank it really slow;
[=;

5pm plus;
went back to cwp;
cause jaz wanna collect things;
hahas;
den to admiralty;
had home;
den at jaz's house;

met her;
and waited for her frens to give her things;
hahas;

hais kept thinking of;
why they didnt wanna open the door;
heart was aching;
so kept punching the wall;
jaz kept asking why i punch so hard;
hahas;
don noe la;
very angry;
and can anyone believe;
i don have any blue black there;
and it don even hurt at all;
don wanna talk abt things after that;

27 may 06

someone called me up;
hahas;
asking me white shirt does her bear wears;
wat the;
hahas;
hang the phone;
wanted to went back to sleep;
before that i glanced at my phone;
wat the, again;
IM LATE LATE LATE;
went rushing doing this and that;

left home someone called;
asking me for someone's hp no.
LOLs;
hahas;
had car rides around;
things really didnt went well;
i cried badly;
had someones shoulder;
to lean on;
THANKS;

argued with jaz went one my way home;
IM SORRY;

28 may 06

didnt sleep till now;
headed out again just now;
hahas;
had to come home;
i was force to;
having bad swollens;
hahas;
fever;
flu;
bodyache;
and cough;
some say i having;
dengue fever;
hahas;
LOLs;

NO la;
( im not la )
wanted to see doctor;
but got really pissed off;
so i came home straight;

hahas;
going for competition;
hahas;
on 3 june and 17 june[=;
cycling the whole singapore la;
COOL COOL COOL;

HOPE I GET WELL SOON;
CAUSE 'HE' WILL BE THERE TOO;
HAHAS;

im left alone;
byes;

kEl_:-*

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